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Unconfident (Depression Stage)

from Shakespeare by Ambush Vin

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Depression is the hardest stage of the Five Stages of Grief to conquer. Your thoughts are muddled, and you don't know whether you're coming or going.

Worst of all, you lose your identity.

You have to find the strength that it will take to get yourself back. I know that you don't believe you have any more fight left in you, but you do! Picture yourself as the world's champion. You may be the underdog, but this is the final battle for the one thing that means more than anything else in existence...

YOURSELF

Now is not the time to give up! Dig deep and ascend into your God Mode. Fight like you've never fought before and take yourself back.

Claim your Confidence.

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Last night...
...I had a conversation with myself
Yeah.
And I answered myself
I needed a reality check...
...from myself

Lookin at myself I'm disgusted
Fucked up my reflection can't be trusted
Dusted my old self off tryna be the old me
Find that I'm blind no identity
Can't see the pain in my eyes I'm adept at creatin illusions
Provin a point while the world keep moving I feel like they laughin that's why I keep losin
Tryna measure up to they standards when in reality I passed theirs a long time ago
I don't know why I care so damn much but I'm tough on myself cause I won't grow
And I got the option to make it happen for real don't even know how to feel
Cause I let the world think for me insecurity on display I may as well kneel
Thinkin what am I doin' ashamed to show loved ones that I got talent
Choosing to promo to people that I really don't know in my hometown not tryna do shows
Bro I swear you don't know play it off good when I'm around people who don't know me
My genre a secret to associates I don't interact with...phony
If I'm bein real with myself then I gotta tell myself bitch you betta stand up
Face the world like tha man that you tell your son that you want him to be.
Nigga Man Up
Chin up to the sky be arrogant to the bystanders this your story
Your timeline, your incline or decline, yo show nigga you Maury
You the one who say you wanna be so great so why you act so mediocre?
You ain't even got started but you givin up settlin do you want it to be over?
Put your armor on give it a hundred percent till this shit pay the rent
Naysayer's salaries wouldn't make a dent in your pockets wouldn't even cover the lint
So what you spent two years on a chase that ended in separation
You want this? Kiss your old life goodbye wave when the train leave the station
Freebasin on my own product I'm that good but I'm still pacin
Violatin my fan's motivation cause I'm search of affirmation

I'm looking into the darkness but I'm not afraid of what I gotta face now I feel the RAGE!

In the darkness without LEDs that ironically dim my atmosphere
Although fountains that bring life are near only lava and volcanoes re-appear
I steer clear of obstacles, but they re-position themselves as soon as I make a move
Gargoyles my mind's choice of illusion stand-ins for people who disapprove
Lord knows my feet are weary but I continue to press-on
Breaking through the silcone gel that seals my lifelong confessions
My Stetson tilted on a rainy corner unnoticed because I've never been seen
By circles one, two, or three I was outside searching for the One Ring
Hurtling through the void of civilization don't feel like I'm its resident
Chained to Introverted Island a prisoner and my bail cost is confidence

Y'all call a man weak when he expresses his feelings...
I call that shit being human
I think if you don't agree...
You need to check your own insecurity

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from Shakespeare, released October 2, 2020
Written and Recorded by A. Gibson at The Warlock Laboratory
Mixed and Mastered by Jason Pamon
Beat Produced by FOCZ

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Ambush Vin Gary, Indiana

Vin firmly believes in the transformative power of Science Fiction. Through his music and the immersive realm of Sci-Fi Music, he sparks a flame within his listeners, inspiring them to conquer self-doubt, embrace their inner heroes, and shape their own destinies. It's a call to action to reshape our existence, fuel our imagination, and create a better future for ourselves and the world around us! ... more

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